I think simply, i am a bad girlfriend la. I have fights with my dearest boyfriend of almost the same thing. I didn't appreciate what my boyf did for me, did i?
I made a mistake, i really did, &now i can't turn back. But i promise it will end soon, and i'll be careful with myself.
For I don't believe in promises, but i do keep my word. &i do have reasons to break the promises but i swear they are reasonable.
I want to be with you, and only you. For I finally realised, im so much more happier when you are around.
Sorry if i made you jealous, i didn't mean to. I mean if other guys like me, it's not as if i asked them to right b?
I really love you. Why can't you believe me? Is it because you trust me less now? What by swearing i love you satisfy you? Why can't you just let me swear myself, isn't that more sincere? It's not as if i'm not going to swear, but i did, didn't i?
Oh whatever, it's over. &now we're back to normal. Happy couples. But whatever it is, i'm really sorry, past, now and future.
Haha, btw, someone in school makes me laugh sometimes. I mean, that is your/you guys problem.
If you trying to make me _____ my ______. By all means go ahead.
Basically for your info, you are right. That you ___________________. Besides i have better ones.
Whatever.
Idk why, i love Maths :D AMaths is challenging but you know what, it's kinda fun. Somehow.
The only lessons i look forward to is Math. Both Math to be exact. &english &history &geo &art.
I've decided that from I should not go out on Friday nights like i used to. HELLO?!?! Friday nights, it's so Fatin. But I decided to sleep.
Then Saturday wake up in the morning and then do homework, tuition, meet friends, be home before 11pm.
Sunday meet boyf, be home before 9pm.
ARGHHHHH, stress nyer. With family, friends, schoolwork and relationship, i think i will start growing white hairs. But worth it. I guess i have to go home right after school.
Dear Fatin, NOT TO YOUR FUCKING SELF OKAY?!
On 17 February onwards, GO HOME STRAIGHT AFTER TUITION.
I wish i can start studying for god's sake?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Dad owe me $100 bucks. Woo! I hope he gives me $400 for my birthday. Better still $500. But boyf says, "Don't count the eggs before it hatches". So i shall not have high hopes if not i will be so disappointed.
I wish, I get:
A new wallet.
Misfits Slip Ons
A set of Body Shop soap and perfume.
A set of Body Shop makeups.
2 or 3 rabbits as pets.
A sling bag.
A new perfume.
PS* I'll be getting 2 cakes for myself. I'll invite the loved ones. If i don't invite you, jangan marah.
I LOVE YOU RUSYDI!