hello you.

if you want to know what i've been doing these days without updating this blog is well, im still eating porridges, i went shopping for school stationeries! I went to Popular with Kak Shifa, and it's a craze because some of the items are 2 for 1 price. Then we spent about a total of $100+ and the receipt is so satisfying. It shows me that i've had enough to buy school stationeries. I'm still left with my art materials since i'm taking art for sec3 and i hope art lessons aren't just about drawing and coloring. I want to learn more! Like digital arts and shits. I'm wishing for and SLR camera or just a simple yet very good camera to take my shots. like i've told you, i wanted todo a portfolio and shit, but i failed my attempt to. despite all the time i have, i guess it's the intensity at home. it's like one fucking shit la.

yesterday i got my hair cut with tasha. tasha's hair is like one of those kiki hello kitty at myspace. i love her hair, but i guess it's all about styling. my hair is like, well, i like it though. it's almost the haircut i had before only better, it's not that thin and it makes me look chubbier i suppose. Well for the sake of school, i cut my lovely most super hot fringe, nyeh! so goodbye, but still it's will grow again. well if you like it or not, it's not your damn shit fuck problem, because i like it.

counting down the days to school, we have like 4 more days and HELLO GOODBYE! I still haven't had my homework done. well i'm doing it today, so i wont be online. you may find me crazy BUT I FUCKING MISS SCHOOL and i cant wait to touch those books again. new subjects easy or difficult, i wanna try. i'll try to love amaths if i happen to start hating it. besides, i asked for it. just for the sake to get at least a better chance to get into poly. it's either art school, or republic poly or singapore poly. i still have no idea where i'm walking towards to, so it's best to juts get the resources first.

my family is ok. and i mean, 40% ok. i still caught my father talking with this old slut. jesus, ok fine, maybe he is lonely. but if there were to be something wrong about he not giving a fuck care about the family, then it's up to us to deal with it. but if i allow my sister to deal it, she will deal with me too, because she said me and father are doing the same thing -_____-" jesus, fuck you la sis, at least i didn't do anything to give shame to the family. unlike father, who almost lost his responsibilty to take care of me, and just because i'm young. look, i know the only one who look after me well is late mother, and it's like, she's gone, so i'm trying my best to look after myself. and then you people are not surpportive of it. i think i'm better off just shut up then give a fuck about family, because everytime i do, i get into serious shit.

saturday, who's uop for bowling. FINALLY, i missed bowling and i don't think im gonna make any score of it. it's like since 2 years. and then im gonna look for my jeans. if not, then im saving up the money. dad gave me 200 for january advance allowance and i have 300 left. and jannuary he only has to give me 100, oh ass! but i try to dig out a little bit like making him give me the normal allowance for january which is 300 per month. haha! then i will have approximately, 500 in savings. heh, hello, it's up to him if he remembers to give me only 100 for january. if he give me 300 then im thankful :D

since school is starting, im not gonna shop my ass off again. i'm gonna keep that money for emergency like if i need a break from home, or some bullshit like no food and shits. & i've decided to try my best to study my ass off everyday as a punishment of not achieving a goal for this holiday, im goona spend my time mostly at home is there is no one la. if not the library. i just dont want to see people form my family already. everytime shout and shout, no fucking peace sia.

i didnt get my hair hilighted, so i wait till im old enough for them to think that i can look after myself. i guess when i hit poly. then i will have the pink sony VAIO notebook.