Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Thanks Rusydi! For that post. Love you b!
(12:12 PM)
Dear Darling,
So what if i'm laptop-less? So what if I have to give up my dream to be a designer and get that certificate this holiday? So what if i can't go online and chat and do comments? So what if if i can't blog and update much? So what if have to waste money for transportation to other people's place to use the internet? So what if I have to rot at home just staring at the black box without turning it on. So what if i have to do all the house chores? So what if i can't go out? So what so what? SO WHAT? I will still go out. No matter what. And no matter what, I'm not gonna give up. Not giving up on you.
So what if my family thinks i've been doing shits behind their backs when all i did was just looking into your eyes? So what if my family thinks i've been smoking when all i did was to make you quit? So what if my family thinks i've been doing crimes when my crime was not making you realise how much you mean to me. So what if my family thinks i'm hanyut when the only that is hanyut was my attempt for not making you feel happy when i was really happy? SO WHAT IF THEY THINK YOU ARE BAD INFLUENCE WHEN ALL WE DID WAS JUST LAUGHING EVERYTHING OFF.
If last time, i could not give up on something useless, then i would never give up on something that's worth my tears, my heart, my touch and feelings.
Why would i give up on you? You are worth 2000 dollars(indirectly). You were once for sale remember? I've finally bought you. But IM VERY SAD. I dont feel like i own you): I feel that you are like selling yourself just making me happy. I know I spend money alot. But you know what I want to spend? I want to spend my life with you.
So don't you worry.
Because I love you b.
(12:09 PM)