Tuesday, November 14, 2006
ARGH! OH MY GAAAHH!
THAT'S FATIN 3YRS OLD!- thankyou aisah -_____-"
I got this while I was myspacing through profiles and yes i've seen this once before but i like the fact because it is so true la. Ok bes just read la eh? Haha xD
FEBRUARY = Smarts. Abstract thoughts.
Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive.
Sexiest out of everyone. A real speed demon. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and
humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and
ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Ok bes, the bolded ones are well, my favourite facts and maybe true xD
Yesterday went to Vivo and lepak-lepak with TWM band mates and their gf's(Syq&Syira) with Haziqah and Shasha and Minn and Rusydi mat emo mrepek. Lepak, go crazy hugs and many snuggles. Haha.
Then head to Makansutra, B suapkan xD Nasi Goreng Kampong, super yum. Then took 196 home. Middle of the journey, a couple pon nak join uh, tapi i'm more of felt a little disturbed. Chiss! Tak bagi chance sey dorang. Grrrr -___-" Nak buat tu tempat lain uh. Sebok seh. That so really turned me off. Then B didnt press the bus bell and we dropped at my house bustop which is where we are not suppose to drop off because i have a feeling my sis will be there and.. Yes my sis was there. Lucky she didnt saw me with B if not my laptop kene taken away again.
Then went home helped Zach edit pics and did his myspace profile and yes, he owe me ass big time. I owe him Cardigan and he owe me FOREVER 21. Mwahahahhahahahah!
Baby you are so sweet, i love you more than anything else. Yah later you say bedek! Actually I bedek uh. I love my robo bf and green papers(money) then i love you. Haha. But i'll be loving you and only you when we get married! Yes, i mean next year nak kahwin? I'm like still 15 seh b. Hahah, and you still can say tunang dulu! Yes b, had a loooooooong chat with Papa (that's what he told me last night) And papa said he don't mind if b wanna marry next year. And i was like, (WHUUUUUT?!? My eyes kinda popped out a few minutes but it became normal after that) serious? And if Papa doesnt approve me, then b kahwinlari* haha. And like b is thinking of celebrating my birthday with Mama since my birthday is of the same date as her annnnd yadayas but idk how it will turn out to be so yeah, i have doubts.
Whatever so, im really happy. Yes very happy with what I have now. I have b by my side and my family is not giving me problems anymore(currently but im not sure about it later). And next year is another fresh new year and i really want to excel since ive been like, wasting my sec2 year. But hey sec2 seem really fast. So yeah. I got what i wanted and i should not take it for granted and not be greedy by asking more instead ill be making it stronger. And I got my happiness which ive been wanted since late mummy left us. And i'm really happy with what i have now(: Thanks to you guys, you know who you are.
I'm a changed person. I'll be super nicer, i mean, i wont hold grudges and i wont hate people back if they hate me. Like F* hates me for no reason but i have no reason to hate her so why should i? I mean she's been a good friend to me once before so i should be thankful to that. S* hates me because of being too much? Like going out with other people from places outside school and thinks im bitchy? Again i have no reason to hate her. Just because she calls me a bitch for going out too much and having fun makes me a bitch ke? Maybe she doesn't know the real me so i forgive her, besides next year same class seh so i have to make peace(: And like people warning me that i'll have a hard time with her next year, i want to change that. Since i have to live with her in school next year, i should make it that year a good one no matter what the consequences are. I mean it's my life and no one can ruin it. And whoever hates me, with a reason or not, ill forgive you and forgive me for whatever reason it is. I don't mean it and i'm really sorry.
Fatin's getting wiser oh my gahhhh.
Maybe it's true, you'll get wiser when you get older.
But i'm still taking many risks, really.
After much wondering and flashbacks, i've made many new friends and lost the old ones. Maybe i've neglect them but taking Sarah for example, is just how i wish all my friends could be like this. I've not contacted her for like more that half a year and we're finally back. That's what true friends uh, i mean not using each other as spare styres BUT, being there for each other no matter how big your gap between theirs are. Because you can always make the gap close if you try to meet them up again. And sarah, yes i'm proud of you. Very. And same goes to Irda. And the wish we made that night, i hope it really came true xD
I decided to do this quiz i found @ Sarah's blog.
5 years ago [I was]// 9 years old, and i was such a good liar.
5 snackes which I enjoy// It's been always cookies actually.
5 songs which I knew all the lyrics// I don't know. I don't sing, I fantasize.
5 things I would do if I had a million dollars// SHOP MY ASS OFF
// Treat my loved ones
// Donate to the less fortunate
// Get a BMW/VW
// Invest some of it so the money can grow! xD
5 things I won't wear// High heels (i tend to trip and fall) xD
// Cheap clothes
// Blue tops (i dont have at least 1 blue top in my closest)
// Anything way too girlish (neither too tomboyish, i have my own style so yeah)
// Anything too striking (i dont wanna attract attention in that way)
5 bad habits// Eating when my stomach cant take in more (I'll eat whatever that seemed nice, not when im hungry so yea, beware xD)
// Squeezing off zits
// Overspending xD
//Being really unreasonable when im pissed
// Delaying and being late (now that's so me)
5 biggest joy// ROSEYDEHku Si Mat Emo Mrepek
// $$$ Money
// Tasha kekasihku!
// Irda, sarah xD
// My heartcore brothers and heartcore babes
5 famous persons I would date with//ROSEYDEH
//ROSEYDEH
//ROSEYDEH
//ROSEYDEH
//Sutra (hah! k it's like just a childish crush only la ppl!)
5 people to do this quiz// YOU
// YOU
// YOU
// YOU
// YOU
(2:06 PM)
