Monday, October 16, 2006
I'm sure that I'll be hurt.I've got too much to lose.To fly away and leave all this behind.Okay like I went to Johor on Saturday. It was a fucking bad experience as usual. Unexpected whistles and fuck gossips from them. I came, to shop. Not to be treated badly. But oh wells, I still enjoyed. The food, the times I had with my cousies. But oh what the bloody fuck with that Malaysian officer when I was checking out to return to Singapore. 2 bars of chewing gum is like fucked up fine. And cooked burger Ramlee is fuck-you-bastard fine. Gah! Stupid. I feel like giving him a smack or pull his dick off. Haha. Actually his first impression of me was whether I'm a smoker. Do I look like one? Sedih, I don't look cute and sweet and innocent anymore D;
Oh well, let the fucks be fucks. Haha, i'm so vulgar i know. Then last night went to Gas Haus, moshed, and was being moshed at. I almost tore my lips and my sholder hurts. My knee almost got dislocated and my ankle was swollen and yeah. But I didn't feel the pain when I was moshing. Haha.
I saw
RUSYIDI MOMOKKU(: Alaaarh, he's soo cute so charming so hot. So emo la he, tak mosh with me. I back punched his stomach with my elbow and I ended up looking at him smiling back -___-" I fell infront of him, he laughed and pulled me. Is that saving ms cutiepie my prince charming? Haha. More of help. Stupid shemales, pulled me and start moshing me. What I do next? Smile and walk away. Haha. But I seriously didn't feel any pain. Just after the mosh. And I felt the pain the next day. Hope momokku's nose fine. HAHA! *I'll breathe for you remember?
Rusyidi momok made me go
*GAGAGAGAGAGAG. Hah, still can ask me for chance -_____-" Like hello you have luh! But you see, it's hard for me to accept hot guys. I feel insecure. And I fear getting dumped. Because it's all wasted what. Plus, he's hot, he can get any girls better than me. And when I'm in love, I give my all. And currently ok la, I am kinda in love with him or liking him. He's so sweet la. Ok wait.
NOTE TO SELF: I'm a sucker for a sweet talker which means in this case i let my defences down when a guy do sweet talkings with me. Gaaaah! That's sounds rather weird. But my heart's locked. And the key is somewhere out there. Haha. So yeah, keys to my heart? Go figure it out.
Accepting Sarah's request in her blog.
*The tagged victim has to come up with 9 different points of their perfect lovers. Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.
GENDER: MALE. Isn't that obvious?
1. Superduper yelly uper superduper LOVING, which also means romantic ;D2. To be there beside me all the time.3. Trying all his best to always be there to give me memorable joy(:4. CUUUUTE! Maybe not through the looks. But still CUTE. Ok looks depends uh.5. Fucking LOYAL and understanding. Whooops, I mean LOYAL SETIA JIWA.6. Sincere and thruthful through his words, actions, eyes and smooches and hugs and.. (it goes on and on)7. Sweet, mature thinking and knows how to manje(pamper) me(:8. Someone who can really make me laugh all day long.9. To accept me for who I am, not WHAT i am.The 4 victims? Tasha, Hani, Suhailah, Dinah!
(Ohkaye, isn't that some of the points for the keys to my heart?) But gah, that's just what I want in most of my SAYANGKU.
I a little bit sayang momokku.
I can't be sure of it though.
Because, we haven't know each other THAT well.
But soon XD Sunday eh?
Oh yes, Sunday going gig again.
This time momokku will protect me when we mosh!
YAY! (EHEH, Fatin happy sak. Tsktsk)
Let forever be forever.Let love last all together.
(2:40 PM)
