Friday, December 01, 2006
"Fatin sikit sikit nak nangis."
Thank you for your insult!
Ok yes, I cry alot! That shows i care ok. I'm sensitive and emotional. At least im not heartless.
I hate being strong. I used to be strong when mom still exists. So i've changed. It's for the better. I used to be hated by my friends in primary school for being h e a r t l e s s. Argh, fuck care.
TODAY JUST SUCK AS MUCH AS I DO.I HATE TODAY. I just wish today didn't happen.
I LOST MY FUCKING EZLINK FOR THE FUCKING 2ND TIME. &INSTEAD OF TAKING CARE OF MY EZLINK, I TRIED MY BEST TO KNOW WHAT BOTHERS BOYFRIEND WHO IS FEELING TIRED AND WE DIDNT MANAGE TO COMPROMISE WHICH I WANTED TO.
&i wonder why boyfriend, it's so hard to tell you, i hate seeing you hurt or annoyed or anything other than happy. i really hate it. i dont want to think that having a girlfriend leceh or shits.
I tried to understand. I did, but ego takes in over me. Can you at least convince me that it's ok that i won't be seeing you for one day? Because if you don't, you made me miss you. I miss you that it hurts. I was waiting for you to convince me, but no. So i tried to convince myself but no, i can't. I still miss you. I love you too much.
And b, if you want to know why i said you are STRANGE today? See me, &i'll talk.
WHAT THE HELL, I FUCKING LOVE YOU LA BOYFRIEND.
I don't know what's got into me): Maybe it's due to the periods which makes me have PMS. I'm still young and it's like, i still havent got the solution to keep me from being too affected by PMS. So i'm sorry for my behaviour la eh boyfriend.
SOME ONE CHEER ME UP PLEASE!
(11:40 PM)
This is how i feel:
He said he was useless everytime we go out.
- should we see each other less?
[EDIT] He said no (: [/EDIT]
(10:43 PM)
Sorry for not blogging.
I was away at my cousin's house.
Enjoying every bit of being a kid again.
Games, jokes, and laughs.
Being chilidish the good way,
is as fun as i thought.
But being the eldest,
$50 gone in a dash.
Besides, there are 7 kiddies there.
I'm so kind.
HAH!
To Norman,
I'm not going to today's gig.
No money:(
I'm saving up for the upcoming ones.
Yesterday,
Me and B went to the National Library.
I borrowed 4 books.
It's time for me to stop
rumaging through the internet blankly.
Waiting for someone interesting to talk to.
So it's time for reading.
I've bought my school books.
&sadly the thickest book was the AMath book.
I'm starting to have a fear with school books.
But I cant wait to go to school again.
Though next year can be a little pain in the ass!
Tsktsk!
Here is what i have on my mind last night.
If you think it's you, then that's not my problem.
Don't bother asking if it's you.
I wont tell anyone.
Though I tell to some of those i always gossip to.
Like Tasha, B and you-know-who-you-are.
Oh well, read and shut.
Miss Perfect needs help:
You know, when you think you are perfect.
Your words tend to mean perfect too.
And telling me if you are way better than me,
in one way or another,
i can always get back on your words.
So who's the one perfect?
You or me?
Please, before you talk
about anything perfect about you,
stop it.
Because the fact is,
I have the things you can't have.
Beauty? we both have it.
Though I know you're more attractive.
The brains? we both have it.
But my intelligence overpowers yours.
Personality? most people prefer mine.
The heart?
Come on, it's obvious, it's me.
The poeple? I have more than you do.
The cash? look, im laughing.
Taste? i don't know.
Guys? I'm not some whorebitch.
Numbers don't turn me on.
Besides, it really spoils the image.
Not only you are popular with the guys,
but hey, isn't that what a whore actually means?
So who's better my dear?
It surely shows that you don't think when you
try to insult people.
*F.Y.I
Those who have asked how much I spent ar forever 21: $260
Those who asked about my random forever 21 jacket: $63
Those who commented about the pictures: THANKYOU(:
Oki: Emo people are like everywhere.
But the word EMO disgust me):
Thanks for the tag girl(:
Bloghoppers: (:
(10:59 AM)