After meeting i had the worst stomach cramp. Rusydi helped me buy a cup of milo at Mac D and it was refreshening. Then i got energy and i felt better to play. Saddening the best part of my bowling was that i scored a spare FOR RUSYDI at the last part of the game.
then went to esplanade again, yadayas, crap and whatever. B had to go home early and it made me miss him more, which makes me realise i love him more and more everyday. awww b, i miss you so much ):
first day of school, going school with irda and hopefully she isn't late. Bringing the same bag infact. Just that mine is still new and hers, well, burnt already hahaha! & b is fetching me from school too. yay, how nice.
need some advice. which hairstyle should i do for school.
hairstyle 1: nenek-kau-cute-nak-mampos-hairstyle :
hairstyle 2: pantat-rabbit-kecik-version-hairstyle:
help needed thank you!
so just now i went to grandma's hse. &me and my brother took the taxi. Free ride baybeh. Haha! My brother gave him $10 bucks and asked me to take the change. Then the taxi driver gave me back $10.20. Free ride with extra 20 cents ok! how cool siah.
grandmother kept nagging about the same old stuff. like "your boyfriend are those useless teenagers out there. you clever right, then stop mixing with bad company." For you information, my boyfriend looks after me very well. He makes sure i eat, even if his broke or whatever. sometimes i go out, i shop, i dont eat. and that results me getting sick and to the hospital. but haish, so much for bad company. yes maybe he have dyed before and shits. but whatever la. all i do outside was just spend time eating laughing. not taking drugs or smoke or whatever. i'm straight edge la nyayi. i wont smoke, take drugs or have sex unless im married.
crap la, birthday coming in at most 1 month. hahaha. im putting up a wishlist for a good reason alright. hahah.
i want to join drama. &reason for quitting netball, i just don't fit in, you cant force it. so what if i can play? i can play with toys too. not a good reason, you still cannot force me to go. please, try to understand la. i dont like to be treated like how i am in netball. then allow me to leave.
I CANNOT WAIT TO STUDY AGAIN.
WTF, but yay!
IN 2006.. (in order of events)
Was the I was 14 years old.
Was the year I'm in sec 2 express in Damai Secondary.
Was my first year without a mother.
Was the first year i stand alone.
Was the year i was being under a lot of pressure despite the stress of being motherless and still people would be pleased to hurt me.
Was the year i knew that best friends are the best enemies.
Was the year i knew that the people i have first bad impressions on is actually my best friend.
Was the year i knew that no matter how much i want to enjoy my school life, i still have to study hard.
Was the year to never have high hopes to egoists.
Was the year i knew many people hate me for no paticular reasons.
Was the year my "used-to-be-bestfriend" said i have no boobs -_____-"
Was the year i learned to be patient and not take revenges because, in the end, i have the last laugh.
Was the year i lost interest in sports.
Was the year i had allowance.
Was the year i started to skip school and fake being sick when im just fucking lazy la.
Was the year i wrote fake parents letter and forge my dad's signature.
Was the year i first got admitted to the hospital due to the lack of care since mother passed away.
Was the year i had the most fugliest scar on my leg.
Was the year my DNT teacher cares for me.
Was the year i cried my eye balls out because of family fights.
Was the year i had my biggest heartbreak.
Was the year i stead with BOZO THE CLOWN.
Was the year i start realising the beauty of dimples.
Was the year i start cam-whoring.
Was the year i started wearing thick eyeliner.
Was the year i studied at the library with a guy i promised not to have a crush on.
Was the year people think i'm with that guy, which im not.
Was the year i give up having a crush on the indonesian guy at school.
Was the year there are many rumours about me.
Was the year my friends think i'm too much because i hang out with people outside school -_______-"
Was the year i didn't go the last week of school, well ok just 2 in the week.
Was the year i found true real friends at the moshpit.
Was the year i moshed till my hips hurts and still hurts.
Was the year i finally found who i really love sincerely.
Was the year my family are shits and still shits.
Was the first year i knew i had to make perfect choices.
Was the year i was thrown out of the house.
Was the year my relatives start not to trust me for some stupid lie.
Was the year i finally who i really was.
Was the year i made many promises to myself.
Was the year i've been through thick and thin.
Was the year i knew i had to be strong and it's ok to fall for a while.
Was the year i have to carry the whole world in my hands.
Was the year i have to walk alone with 2 skinny legs.
Was the year i gained 5kg to prove im not skinny.
Was the year my relatives think im corrupted as they jump to conclusions and not bother about the reasons or the truth.
Was the year that truth and justice is not easy to gain back again.
WAS THE YEAR I LOVE LIFE NO MATTER THE SHITS OF IT.
Cheers!