Tuesday, October 17, 2006
If looks could kill i'd be a murderer,
or maybe just a whore,
MAYBE I'M A WHORE.
Yes, my looks are scary and ugly. It killed the guys out there and maybe that's why I'm single D; NOT ANYMORE! It's the people that made me ugly. And if you know what I mean, then good la. My smiles are sweeter because the people I knew made me smile. And I was ugly, because I lost them. And when I said lost, you should know what I mean. I didn't lose a guy. Well I did, but that' not the point. Ok wtf, stop this crap.
I DON'T HAVE THE PICS OF GIGS! Tak fair, takper. Go to Dinah's page and yeah. You'll see.
Oh my god. How scary can this be? I used to have 6 love seats occupied. And now, left 2. I've given up 4 of them. So, was talking to Ernest online about my love fairytale. He said it's rather tragic for the 4 poor prince charmings. Want to hear the love fairytale story i told him last night? It's a little bit 'kurang ajar' a bit uh. But some of them deserves it. Ok, for your info. These 4 love seats (i call scandals 'love seats') as you know, just happened to me recently. Left 2 love seats that will soon be well, a love requiem. Well i guesss probably that's the reason why my blog add is lover's requiem. Never ending unrequitted love story. Haha, I got this from Wafah. My blog's always about love. Gosh, this is scaring me. Oh well let's get to the fairytale.
My Love Fairytale.
Once upon a time, there lived a little princess, oh no wait, the little princess is still alive which is me luh! She big eyeballs, long sexy legs (ok im not sure if it's sexy), a sweet cute deeeep dimple (mind me for exageratting, im proud of my dimple, heh.). She isn't sure if she's pretty enough, cute enough, worth enough to be loved and i mean loved by a prince.
She thinks, she's tooo skinny, too ugly because some parts of her bones are sticking out. Example, her hip bone. Well, it's not really sticking out as bad as aneroxic models. Just a little bit obvious. She thinks she's waaaaay to ugly for every prince charming she meets. She thinks prince charmings deserve better princesses than her. So well one day, she met Prince Zomeo Demolition Lover.
Prince Zomeo Demolition Lover, ok let's call him Prince Zomeo for short. Ok, as I were saying.. Prince Zomeo met Princess Juliffette Nurul Fatin, which is me so let's call me Princess Fatin la eh. They met through this coin-operated boy named Aidil. Aidil was Prince Zomeo's cousin. So when Princess Fatin was meeting coin-operated boy Aidil, Prince Zomeo was there to introduce himself. Princess Fatin was impressed, and stayed contact with Prince Zomeo. They called, gigggled, laguhed, had fun times online and stuffs. They went out, made out and then the next day, Prince Zomeo disappeared without a trace. Princess Fatin got worried, lost, and got obsessed of him by his disappearance. Princess Fatin then found out, Princess Zomeo was crying over Princess Ninja.
Princess Fatin lost her heart. Her heart was stolen by Prince Zomeo. He took it, and threw it away into the 'Sea of the Used and being Fucked'. Princess Fatin got depressed. Real depressed. She became stupid. She bled for a fucker though she knew bleeding for sonn-to-be motherfuckers are not worth it. She became cruel. She went insane. Until she met Prince Hellogoodbye.
Prince Hellogoodbye was a friend she had hots for. But Princess Fatin just wanted to be friends with Prince Hellogoodbye because during that time, she doesn't trust princes words of mercy. Unfortunately, Prince Hellogoodbye took her and mistaken her for their friendship. He took their friendship as a relationship. So one day, Princess Fatin got really sick of it. They began fighting. And then one day, when Princess Fatin went to party, and when Prince Hellogoodbye was looking for her, he got lost in the desert and died being burnt by the Sun.
At the party, Princess Fatin saw Prince Momok. Prince Momok, the super hot, super cute, super charming, super scary hot ass. Prince Momok knew Fatin for a year already but actually just a "Your name is Fatin and mine is R*****" kind of basis. They got closer and closer and both was thinking of getting towards closest. However, Princess Fatin found Prince Montot. Prince Montot, the cute giler babi, the electroguitar guy, the 'i-body-surfed-but-no-one-caught-me' ass.
And then ..........................
And then kan...........................And then and then...............................And then and then and then ....................................KAN..................TO BE CONTINUED!
Hahah! So yeah? I don't know what's the ending. Haven't end at all yet. Gosh, save me from me. I'm dangerous. I break hearts even if I don't own them. I steal hearts but don't now how to return back. All I wish was, someone who buys my heart, and then keep implant and stich his heart with mine. I want forever and if not, let's pretend it's forever.
It's a comfort to know
as i'm watching him go,
as he leave me screaming his name.
is this what he wanted?
is this what i needed?
is this what you call a bleeding game?
is this what you meant by demolition lovers?
or you is this how you wanted to kill me?
take a run for me, leave her all alone,
see my eyes when our love's so far from home.
with a flick of our tongue
and the touch on the hips
and the look in your eyes
and the taste of your lips.
Just for one night.
I held you so tight.
And you were the my star,
shinning bright.
(3:38 PM)
