Thursday, November 16, 2006
I Really Love You.
After having to talk to Dad about the money I need for school which is like in total, $300 and he gave me $200 last night, I mentioned this to him before he went to sleep last night.
"Ayah, kalau ayah tak bagi Fatin duit untuk beli barang skola, Fatin tak marah pasal kalau gitu, Fatin tak payah susah-susah gi skola. Fatin duduk rumah, pekik kat telinger ayah 24/7 sudah. Lagi BERFAEDAH. Fatin tau Ayah ader $700 lagi, Ayah simpan untuk sendiri buat ape? Nak enjoy? Ayah sendiri cakap Ayah tak nak enjoy. Abeh ape anak Ayah perlu, Ayah buat bodoh je la? Biarkan anak Ayah jadi bodoh macam Ayah? Nasib tau anak Ayah semua otak macam arwah Mummy. Kalau anak Ayah otak dorang macam Ayah macam mane? Lagi susahkan? Ini makne nye Ayah sendiri tak bersyukur, kalau gitu Fatin bodoh pon Ayah tak kesah kan? Fatin penat-penat blajar sampai tak tidur untuk gi class bagus pon Ayah tak kesah. Lain kali, Fatin tak nak gi skola la. Buang mase je abes kan duit Ayah. Fatin pon tak tau apesal Fatin panggil Ayah seorang AYAH. Tanggung jawab Ayah pon Ayah tak tau. Nak kasi anak makan pon susah."
Transilation? Haish, let's keep it short.
I DONT LOOK UP AS YOU AS A FATHER ANYMORE.
But then this morning, he's back. And he better not start being reasonable like last night, or i'll be the worst rebel he's ever known. And yes, i have reasons of doing so. So don't think whatever I'm doing is stupid.
Last night b, i was stupid just like a whore.
&&i need someone to shop with me. Anyone?
TAG REPLIES:
NORMAN// 18? My anniversary seh. If you see anyone holiding a teddy, that'll be me. HHAHA!
HAZIQAH// HAHA, BI! I love you! How's that? xD
IS'SHA// no worries ^^
SARAHDEE// SAWAHYAYANA!
IAN// Hah! Dreaming of me is way not scary but yes, it scares me when you told me that! HAHA, Ok the name je, I'm just exaggerating. HAH!
(2:11 PM)