Sunday, November 12, 2006
Then what will make it up to make you happy again?I had 2 very shitty chats last night. They turn me off. C'mon when something turns me of, im far from happy, im totally pissed. But i keep my cool. What i'm going to explain things here are basically not things to compliment myself. And hello? Can't you judge my intention by my sarcastic voice? That when i compliment myself i was just J-O-K-I-N-G. Like bitch, you don't understand me. But oh well. & if you teraser if i call you bitch, c'mon i call everyone bitch even my loved ones. It's called vulgar slang with no vulgar intentions. You should know what kind of person I am. I joke alot and i laugh almost at ANYTHING. So why take me seriously? So why stress up?
(One of my shitty chats)
I can't believe it. He could actually still joke with me after all he had done. He haven't given me apology and i actually have the heart to give him one for calling him "S-I-A-L". And he didn't accept my apology? Please stop being childish ok? So all those PMs in your MSN were just to make me guilty is it? Telling off people I called you "S-I-A-L". Fine go ahead. GOGOGO! Go tell Princess Ninja. So what if i used to be your Pirate Whore? I have reputation too ok. Not just you. So what if you slit for her or burn your hands for me? & i know you only do things for her. Never for me. Never. I slit my jellos just for the scar. That awfully reminds me of you. Jeebuz crap. I never had silly fights after broken relationships. I seriously don't. I treat my ex-s like my best friend okays. Except for one fucker ass. I still treat you as my friend and i joke with my friends so wy throw tempers at me for calling you "S-I-A-L"? And what? Making you angry will only make you apologise to me? So if I didn't call you "S-I-A-L", you are not gonna say sorry? You think I can forget things so easily? You think having a new love will FORGET THE THINGS WHAT YOU DID TO ME? Stop it ok? I don't want to make you feel bad about living in this world and nobody loves you. But when I do, why did you neglect me? It's karma baby, and you deserve it.
(My other shitty chat)
Stupid ass fucker. My lips are hot and it's only for my Rudidi. And what? Offering me to you? Ok eww, I'm no one's whore. So shut up. Do it with you imaginary Sally. It's scaring me. PFFFT.
OH MY GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH):
Last night, i talked with Paramour, my baby.
I'm sorry ok b? It just happened like that. I dont mean to make you hurt or anything. I dont wantto hurt you. I dont want to lose you, neither will i leave you. I love you so much and you are the best relationship i ever had. Better than those scandals. I'm a die hard lover. I dont give up my love just like that. It takes time and patience, and i can wait till the apple turns into gold. So b, i love you more than you knew it.
ANYWEHHHHHS, last night was rather sluty and i shall not talk about it. But it was !@$#%#@. Thanks to b. See b, you make me high and you melt me. Love you.
You asked meto move on,& so i did..why blame me?
(11:39 AM)