Friday, December 01, 2006
"Fatin sikit sikit nak nangis."
Thank you for your insult!
Ok yes, I cry alot! That shows i care ok. I'm sensitive and emotional. At least im not heartless.
I hate being strong. I used to be strong when mom still exists. So i've changed. It's for the better. I used to be hated by my friends in primary school for being h e a r t l e s s. Argh, fuck care.
TODAY JUST SUCK AS MUCH AS I DO.I HATE TODAY. I just wish today didn't happen.
I LOST MY FUCKING EZLINK FOR THE FUCKING 2ND TIME. &INSTEAD OF TAKING CARE OF MY EZLINK, I TRIED MY BEST TO KNOW WHAT BOTHERS BOYFRIEND WHO IS FEELING TIRED AND WE DIDNT MANAGE TO COMPROMISE WHICH I WANTED TO.
&i wonder why boyfriend, it's so hard to tell you, i hate seeing you hurt or annoyed or anything other than happy. i really hate it. i dont want to think that having a girlfriend leceh or shits.
I tried to understand. I did, but ego takes in over me. Can you at least convince me that it's ok that i won't be seeing you for one day? Because if you don't, you made me miss you. I miss you that it hurts. I was waiting for you to convince me, but no. So i tried to convince myself but no, i can't. I still miss you. I love you too much.
And b, if you want to know why i said you are STRANGE today? See me, &i'll talk.
WHAT THE HELL, I FUCKING LOVE YOU LA BOYFRIEND.
I don't know what's got into me): Maybe it's due to the periods which makes me have PMS. I'm still young and it's like, i still havent got the solution to keep me from being too affected by PMS. So i'm sorry for my behaviour la eh boyfriend.
SOME ONE CHEER ME UP PLEASE!
(11:40 PM)